You need to consume
It is so very important to consume. Don’t produce. Just consume. Consume content as much as you can. Consume life as well. Take it all in. Big gulps. Slow and steady.
Why is consumption is frowned upon? Why do you need to “produce more than you consume”? Seems totally nonsensical. You need to consume a lot of content in order to develop a taste and be cultured. Don’t be shy of gobbling down movies, tv shows, books, manga, whatever you can get your hands on.
Numb your mind. Go to those parts of your mind, and of your life, that you’re so afraid to go to. Be a parasite. Binge-watch some Mr. Robot. No, seriously. Unless you see something like Mr. Robot, how can you possibly create something like that of your own. You need to consoom and chill.
The more you consoom, the higher your standards get. When there’s nothing left that matches your standards for consoomption, you inevitably start creating.
Unless you create something before you die, you won’t go to heaven or hell. You will go to a special place. And believe me, you don’t wanna go there. So create anything. You don’t need to create anything special. Write a shitty blog post like this one. You can even write some code. You don’t even need to publish it anywhere. No one ever has to know about it. Write a shitty short story in a docx and save it on your Desktop under the name “ninja.docx” and don’t publish it on any website or social media.
When I wake up tomorrow, I will feel like deleting this post. I will try my best not to. There’s still no need to be so clever when creating something. That’s one of the lessons I’ve learnt. So try to be proper, but try not to be so clever.
I’ve decided not to read a book for a while because I really need to wait before I recover from the last. I did mention that consooming is good, but you really need to absorb those tidbits into the boundaries of your skull as well. So after you consoom some banger, make sure to give it some time before you do anything non-trivial in your life. But I’ve consoomed enough stuff in the recent past, so I’m ok. I also gotta see if I can come up with something cool to write. Need to prodoos.
Until next time.